Dedication: To girls who feels like they have to change themselves for someone.

For all of her life, she always wanted to be someone else. Because that’s what she was raised to be… the girl with the ideal figure, the most attractive face, sensual clothes, but not too much skin in sight lest she come across as a slut. She therefore always made an effort to change herself. A new her emerges while the old one fades, and the old one attempts to embrace itself but is prevented from doing so by fear. And that’s why she holds her breath. Wishing she’ll faint into a world where she can be her. Soon there will be a time where she won’t have to wish… when she’ll be who she truly wants to be.

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Im a high school student who suffer with always changing myself for other pleasure.