Sup? Hope you are doing great….
Okay so without any boring story let’s kick into the main part..
Hey, it’s Eunoia (not my real name)
Basically I belong to a middle class family… And being the only child of my parents… it’s normal for me to expect all the love and care of them….guess what…. No, Love is something I never get and I don’t think it’s gonna ever come to me… First like everyone I also used to find this depression and anxiety a lame excuse… However with time and especially by my so called father’s influence who from the beginning did nothing but just beat my mom unstoppably and used slangs without any reason. I started understanding this… I have been subjected to horrendous situations where I have to beg him to stop beating my mom … giving slangs…and calling her a liar for absolutely zero reason… Situations had been stable after he had an accident… I thought that “Everything is gonna be good this time…I finally found my happy family”……..Ummm then I feel in love with someone… little did I know that forever is an illusion… The world turned black how can someone for whom I can sacrifice my everything run away from me…. Pretend like we were never in love… Slowly and gradually everything destroyed… My father started beating my mom again …
Though my parents are unaware of this..only few of my friends know about this…
I don’t know what to do..and what’s there for me…
I also don’t know if there is someone reading this or not…but if possible help me ….
Everyone deserves to be treated right?
Take love and hope Allah is always with you…
🙂❤️