My abduction and rape story

Trigger warning: Before reading this post, please be aware that it includes descriptions of rape and other forms of violence.

Hi, im a 17 year old girl and this is my story. When I was about 15, I was very curios about sex so I found myself a 39 year old sugar daddy, after our encounter I started drinking more and doing more older men, the oldest was 46 year old. Anyway so after I turned 16 I wanted to stop having sex and drinking, but that was not up to me, because one day as I was walking home at about 21, a car stopped up and it was an older man, I later found out he was 65, anyways he ordered for me to get in and he had a gun, so even though I was 5 minutes away from the apartmends I still got in. He drove for a minute to a forrest near by where he raped me for hours, he then started crying all of the sudden, and at last he cut thrugh my stomach and set it on fire. I was lucky enough to escape and he is now serving prison time. I dont wanna give up my name or have it on the newspapers. All I want is to tell my story and warn people.