as a kid i was all the time sick i had surgiries everytime my parents lose hope saying that i’m gonna ended up dead allah gives me bearth again saying girl it’s not your time you still have a lot to face you’re brave enough to face this. In front of allah’s ability nothing is impossible it’s just you have to keep fighting even if you’re tired of fighting and you don’t have the ability then just close your eyes and remember the things that makes you strong or happy or just keeps you alive sometimes i see my parents sometimes friends sometimes i see myself in the future what i want to be what i’m about to be or sometimes i see me in the past and i knw the diffrence realizing that i’m not afraid anymore cuz nothing is better when you’re capable of fighting and pushing back the prbls so this is how i ended up fighting till i could not do it anymore .