HI, i will call myself xz2023 my story that I want to share here is because I don’t have many friends I might sound selfish in this story I’m really not that person 2016 was separated from my ex we lived together for 13 years we have 3 boys now 14,18,21 it was a hard break up for me she left me with 3 kids she ran off with a different man wasn’t easy kids always asked where mom was few months later in 2017 i signed up on a dating app felt lonely wanted someone in my life
to be there for me so one day i swiped right and saw this beautiful woman her name was Roxie we matched we texted for a while few weeks before we met
luckily we lived where close few miles so we met and immediately we clicked we started dating going out do things i felt loved again and wanted idi had suicide thoughts
when I was alone with the kids it was diffculd in many ways but I met Roxie she saved me that’s how I felt she was there for me and my kids so we enjoyed each other’s company we have beautiful memories together till our relationship started cooling down things changed in 2020 we still dated but wasn’t any more like before
the fire was burning slow is till loved her then tragedy hit her she came over Friday night complaining about a headache she had been having for the past few days
by Sunday i suggested she goes to the ER there they did a ct scan on her head imidiatly she needed to go to the hospital there she found out she had a tumor
the diagnosis was brain cancer the world around us fell an apart we cried all night till the morning Dr. came in am told her she needs surgery brain surgery
she was scared me to i promised her i be here no matter what i didt left her side because i promised her i be her when she wakes up and be ok
and she came back from surgery went everything went good god was watching her she left hospital came home her life change in few days totally
i knwe her sitioan will change my life to but i didn’t care i wanted tobe there for her helping her she needed help whit showering putting her socks on her pjs take her to the dr. appotments grocery i knew there si only emotional support and be there for her meant a lot to her when she cried and said pleas don’t leave me that broke my heart i looked her in her eays an said i will never do that nooo matter what i knew i was there as a friend i would do anything for her i we’ll be always here for her dr. told her there is no cure for that kind of cancer 4 years is considered long term survive she would have episode of
seizures her kids would call me imidatly i would get in my car and be there fas as i could live only 4 miles away from her she still here i love her its a special connection between us and i would change it for nothing