I don’t know who I am anymore

Dedication: the guy who broke me

Honestly, sometimes I hate everyone around me. My friends could treat me better, I could have a better life and I could use a break from everything. The next day, I’ll start laughing and pretending like nothing wrong ever happened. It’s like I don’t know what I need to do anymore. I feel more broken, day by day, and out of the blue, suddenly I’ll feel happy all over again.

I can’t go on like this anymore, and I need some changes in my life. I need motivation. I’m getting hurt, more and more, and I’m breaking more and more and more. Someone just give me a break.

I don’t want to deal with your shit anymore, I am done.
You know who you are.

You picked me up, just to throw me back on the ground.
And now you go posting things on Instagram, about how bad we were? Really?
You said so much shit
You said you would never leave me
you said you would improve

i know that I ended it, but it was your fault
i will say it
it was your fault

now i need you to leave and make an exit outta my life
cuz i dont care about you anymore

you broke me
you broke me bad

but i will not sit around and cry for you
I wish I never talked to you, I wish i never said those words. I NEED a FUCKING BREAK FROM EVERYONE.