Dedication: To all who are in dilama

Hii Im so and so I love some guy 5 years back .He is like pyschopath and broke up with him but he talks to me alternatively and I gave him som amount to settle as I had some relationship with him then 1 year back I love another one he is good but he broke up with me.In my home my parents are seeing matches for me .first guy has still feelings for me should I go back to him or should I go with my parents decision?