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Hi!……I am kind of a girl who always likes to daydream.Since my childhood I always used to get left out everytime whether it’s in my home or friend circle idk if I’m am just overthinking or they really don’t like my presence like I never had done anything that people would dislike me without any reason 🙂 infact I’m the only one who would always apologize even tho there won’t be any fault of mine…..As I grew up I thought if I talk less maybe I will not get hurt but it only started to get worse I mean because of this people stopped approaching me after this I realised one thing if I behave cold everyone thinks that I’m rude or if I talk more they find me annoying so at this point I think it would me better if I die…….. Another thing sometimes I used to thought that if I focus on my studies more then maybe I’ll get busy with myself instead of overthinking and being insecure but again I’m not good at studies too because I can’t focus on it mainly it started to happen since the corona year and because of those lockdowns and all my focus in studies got vanished in thin air like seriously? Neither I’m good at studies nor I have any other talent this things are also not enough that I fall in love with boy who is a celebrity lol sounds funny? Yeah I did fall in love with a celebrity that also from different country like how unfortunate someone can be🙁…….So I feel like I’m good for nothing and am useless…….My insecurity is increasing day by day which is affecting me both emotionally and physically……….I don’t know if I’ll able to live my dream life.