Dedication: I am dedicating this story to people out there who feel like loners. Remember its completely okay to feel this way use this time to wonder, have curiosity and find a true value and meaning to your life.
I’m crying right now because I feel like a complete burden of anxiety pushing against me. I feel like it’s always my fault and its always going to be my fault because I am the problem. I am a disgusting person that cannot be around other humans and I don’t deserve to be around anyone. While I see other people all happy and smiling, I look at myself a gloomy depressed human being. I feel that my presence around other people causes them to be scared away or distanced them from me. I feel that even no matter how hard I try people will always, always do something wrong. Maybe I’m the problem. Am I really the problem? I’m the problem and no matter how hard people will try to help me, and they’ve tried nothing will work. Nothing will get better ever. And I don’t think it ever will. Things will just get increasingly worse over time. I am a mistake and I’ve been told that. But I’m a human being I’m not perfect I make mistakes. I will just give some advice out there for anyone who feels like a complete loner. It’s okay to feel this way use this time to wonder, have curiosity and find a meaning to your life. Make your life worth a life living.