Rape, My Story

Trigger warning: Before reading this post, please be aware that it contains a description of childhood rape.

Here is my story… 

I was 13 or 14 at the time, I had older friends who were 16,17,or 18 at the time.. we were at a party and we were all drinking and having a good time.. until I saw a guy who at the time I thought was super cute, and wanted to get to know,we were chatting and he asked if I wanted to go to for a walk, I agreed thinking it would be fine.. 

fast forward half an hour later, 

we stop in the bush and I ask what are we doing and he says he wanted to fool around I told him no because I wasnt ready, he then got mad and said he was going to do it anyways, he then grabs me by the wrist and pins me to the ground, Im trying to scream for help but no one can hear me… He forces my pants and underwear down and does his thing, the whole time hes telling me that I wanted it and that if I didnt than why did I go with him.. 

Im sharing this so you know you are not alone, down below ill give some resources that may help you or someone you know, you arent alone and rape is not your fault so NEVER think that it is.