Life is full of ups and downs

Life is full of ups and downs……

One day, i found out that i was being stalked by a stranger, eventually got to know each other. He wanted to take things forward, we got into a relationship. Things didnt work out so we broke up. One day i get to know that he is no more, he died because of brain tumor.

After 3 months out of nowhere i see him in a restaurant with another girl was about to leave but he came forward and talked to me. All he wanted from me was a sexual relationship.

Out of the sub-concious memory i remembered that i was once sexually violated by he and his brother and his brother had once helped me to come out of my suicidal thoughts. Now i dont know if i can ever trust anyone…

I know i should have recognised them but never wanted to go back in time and remember the bitter incidents..