Dedication: Every one out there suffering esteem issues
Even after completing my high school studies, I had not yet known myself or what I want in life due to esteem issues and this made me trip in many ways….right now, six years after, is when its dawning on me that am this girl who’s been living a double standard lifestyle, why ?.,because I have never accepted myself for who i am.., i have never been comfortable mentioning my religion in many occasions, and also i have never been comfortable to tell my family’s social class background because at times I feel like when I come out clean and say this few mentioned reasons, it will end up killing the little confidence in me,..in one way or another I feel like sharing will be the best thing to do but I’ve got no one to share with because the personalities I have in my life either know the false side or just a brush of some of the true side….whenever I try to try embracing my ‘true side'(because I’ve got no better term for it), everything within me starts conflicting with myself..,this is only a brush of the stories of my life .., I believe I’ve got a whole lot of tales to tell but to who I don’t know yet…the only thing I can do is pen down and release a little bit of the pressure within…after doing this piece I give a sigh and think of where to do another writing from the heart……