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Last week, I heard myself speak a sentence that began with the words “I should.” You can imagine that the rest of the sentence included a brief description of something I did not want to do. Why, I wondered, did I continue to should myself? No answer came to me but I vowed to notice every time the word should appeared in my thoughts or in what I said. It appeared frequently—a subtle self-judgement about how I was choosing to use my time. I don’t know why this surprised me, but it did.
I then noticed how often I heard others casually mention what they should do even though it was not what they wanted to do. If I was talking with a friend or member of my family who said they should so something, I asked, “Why should you?” The immediate response was usually this: “I just should.”
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I also posted this piece at AwakeningYourTrueSelf.com
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