felt like crying so badly.
And at the end I did cry alot.
Then I just went to training Institute.
Today, was very depressing in terms of peers
The people are getting weirder, actually smarter more precisely selfish.
It’s the survival instincts that can make u stand out.
But still these people I live with (my classmates)
are really out of my understanding. I feel like they are among the worst type of losers I have met.
They talk alot, I feel like hitting on that guys face who keeps bragging about everything all the time.
Rutvik, indeed was a right person for him.
Sometimes I feel like I didn’t need to apply for this training center at all
I got six months, I would study for hours every day on my own
Figure out a proper path on my own,
At my own pace instead of running like a m donkey
But still, I could run like a horse instead being in this Institute (that’s my positive side).
Friends might seem they are with me but it’s just virtual bond, they have their own life stuff going on.
Idk if this is a coincidence or something
I met roommate whose in a job rn earns 54k in a management role from electrical department.
He regrets every part of taking the degree.
Well that made me feel like I have wasted lot of time r yrs it is in an uninterested degree.
But still if I was there in cs I couldn’t have read enjoyed alot and still come out with nothing. It’s alll same anyways, at least that degree made me earn good cgpa..
These people tie their coding to a job.
I tie coding to fascination..
It might appear to them like I’m struggling to get job
But actually I’m enjoying every bit of computer knowledge. It might appear as if i am one among sooo many people out there but still, following crowd. But what can I do, I dont really care I just love coding.
Hit gym left wrist pains.
So see ya. Gn self