Trigger warning: Before reading this post, please be aware that it contains descriptions of childhood rape and abuse.
What do you do when there is so much pain in your life? When all you can feel is empty what are you supposed to say when you feel worthless or broken how do you know how to feel happy?when you can’t make yourself happy.What happens when you’re so broken you feel as if you can’t breathe air anymore cause you feel like you’re drowning. You’re blood is the only thing you like coming from you. When you can’t smile how are you supposed to love or live.Even when people try to help you feel more and more hopeless.Has there been days where you wish you never existed I know how that feels every second of everyday I feel this way.And I don’t think I can get rid of this overwhelming pain. I’m 13 and I’ve been through so much I was raped by my father and abused by my mother.my cousin raped me too I guess it’s been really hard I’m at my breaking point we’re I can’t smile and I don’t want to live no more.i don’t want to hurt no more.
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