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I want to kill myself by the least painful way possible but I’m scared of people I love feeling I’m scared I feel like I’m in my fever dream feel like someone is watching me Something feels weird I swear what if you’re sleeping and can’t wake up what if hell and heaven are real What are f this is flashback after you dying I’m tired of this bullshit I can’t handle this shit anymore help I can’t think straight It’s blurry in my mind can’t remember people face only people I can remember their face is my favorite musician like Dave Mustaine or Micheal Monroe I might be crazy but I don’t want to I’m still young also I feel so numb like when you wake up there would be some numb feel shit yes I also got that and it’ve been three days I feel like this